tarappapa..

salam n greetings..

haha..this post just sajer2 utk post gmbar yang aku amik ni..hoho..somehow i found it sgt cantik..hahaha..credit to my boss..sebab ni diambil dari dalam umah dier yang masih dalam kerje2 pembinaan..haha..tapi sgt nice kan gambar nih..hihi

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

berita terkini...

salam n greetings...

hi guys..huhu..actually tak der idea what to write today..but since so long missing from this page..here i come to update what i've been doing these days..huhu..hmm..nothing much actually..today was raining heavily..huhu..malasnya nak bgn pagi..hoho..after a week of shining days..hehe..here r some pic that i took while driving to work..n back from office..hehehe..so dangerous kan..haha..neway..this week..it was gloomy..raining n raining..all day long..hoho..sure come the flood again later..hmm..

ok..enough with the weather..hehehe..last friday went for blood donation with abah..hmm..at first i was rejected..the BP was quite high..hehe..then after rest for a while..i manage to donate my blood..it's O..hahaha..a good one..coz everyone can receive mine..tho a bit bad for me since i can only receive only my type..hoho..neway..it's a good things right..giving out is never a bad thing..huhu..tapi..since it has been quite some time after my last donation..back in 2006..i had some headache after that..hoho..as a result..i've been sleeping thru out the weekend..hahaha..a good rest i would say..hoho..

owh..here is something i read just now..a nice one 'Ever wonder why a seesaw was made for two persons? because when you fall, there will always be someone to lift you up again'..huhu..so deep the meaning..well..i would think for me..i not only have another someone to lift me up back again..i have so many great people around me..that always hold me there..rise n fall..they will always be there..i do believe that..thanks a lot guys..huhu..

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

another day...

salam n greetings

hmm..wishing all of u a nice day ahead..tho..my day is not that good..feeling a bit misplaced..the mood are not good...got heavy clouds inside of me..hmm..i wonder why..been thinking..n i think i should not..like a fren said..knowing ur depressed or not knowing feels the same..somehow i think knowing it will be diff since u might know how to solve..but if not..then of course..it'll be the same..i guess everyone under depression won't know how to solve it..u can try tho..but sumhow..it will be so hard that u'll give up trying..

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

love shuffle...

salam n greeting..

u had been living so well..that u leave me broken with a hole in my heart..
but..am i living well enough..that once i'm gone..i'll leave people broken with hole in their heart..
i wonder...

muhasabah diri di awal tahun..am i doing good before..n will i be better later..wish me luck..

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

hari ini dalam sejarah...

salam n greetings..

berkenaan tajuk di  atas sebenarnya tiada sebarang sangkut paut..haha..tak tau nak letak tajuk aper..tapi rasa cam nak menulis sumthing..hehe..beberapa hari ni telah mendapat banyak update dr 6sign..hehe..nampaknya byk cerita menarik..hehe..anum n peminangan(as exaggerated by erra)..anum n erra to get new BB..biler ni..tak sabar ku nak terima msg dr BB..haha..hibi..hmm..aper cerita terbaru hibi yer..hibi yang bercuti panjang..tapi..still bekerja..what the h***..haha..ish3..tak baik..claim ot tau hibi..telah melanggari Akta Buruh tu (cam aku tau je..haha)..s**..da bekerja di tempat baru gak..best kot..online memanjang jer..haha..(korang..nama for s** please..hehe)..n chill..aper citer baru yer chill..biler nak tukar dept ni..abiskan keje tuh cepat..n u'll be free..ader kontek lagi ke mamat korea tuh..haha..tapi alangkah syang seribu kali sayang..mamat korea dah jadi milik orang..haha..owh..anum..target baru tu..tak nak citer ke saper n kenapa n dimana n mengapa n aper n whatever la..nak stalker ni..haha..

n me..update???  huhu..sorry guys no update..no peminangan..no BB..no cuti panjang..tho esok adalah cuti umum..hehe..no mamat korea..n no new target oso..actually got no target at all..huhu..pity me..=(

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

the other day...

salam n greetings

hi frens..huhu..cerita hari ini..hehe ..malasnyer nak bgn padi ni..tetapi setelah dikuatkan azam n tekad..ku tempuh hari baru dengan semangat yang membara..hahaha..cam aper jer..well..after another one n half hour driving..i reach office..huhu..bought bfast..had bfast while chatting w a fren..huhu..then continue the journey..huhu..

the day before yesterday me..my bro n my mama bought some cute ikan at pasar malam..hehe..should be said as the family new hobby..hehe..then my mom give me 6 cutie ikan..3 for each type..1 is called 'ikan TV3' but the uncle who sold it just dunno what actually the ikan called..hehe..then the other type is 'ikan gupi'..huhu..i don't know much bout this ikan..so i just take them n placed them in my room..well i named them..the 'ikan TV3' which has colour stripe on each of them..(the orange is 'Chun'..the pink is 'Jun' n the yellow one is 'Jae')..but..sadly..the next morning..i found them lying dead..oh dear..hukhuk..may they rest in peace..hehe..

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

a new day =)

salam n greetings..

first day in intan accounting..huhu..a new day..a new beginning..wish me lots of lucks =) ..start my journey at 0710..reach office at 0825..huhu..met with kak azah..bought some breakfast..and have bfast w kak azah...the waiting for my akin..then had some briefing..with all the trainees..huhu..me as the manager of Pasir Puteh branch..huhu..whatever..the..now waiting for kak azah to give me some job to do..huhu..till we meet again..

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

11 days after...

salam n greetings..

ald 27th day of nov..n 3 more days..before i begin my next routine of my daily life..huhu am i ready??..i guess i'll be when the time comes..

and today also the 11th day after i stepped away from the big city..huhu..leaving some memories..some gud frens..some so much valuable frens..( tho i know they always with me..rite erra..chill..hibi..and anum- i'll think i just use this..better than the ***..haha..r u okay guys..haha) i thot of writing this after a call to anum  n hibi last nite..n sms conversation with chill just now..

11 days of life in my home sweet home..11 days of jobless..11 days of extra sleeps..11 days of cut off from internet connction (urghhh..)..3days of jalan2 n the rest 8 days of boredom..(n after sumtimes decide to watch movies n drama n anime series..but still feel like sumthing just not rite..hmm)..so that is my conclusion of my 11 days after..anum..it's not a gud one..n chill..erra..n hibi..n anum too of course  urghh..miss u guys..really..when i read ur emel much later i'm jealous..when i know u guys planned going sum place together..i'm jealous..then when read all ur replies or comment.n i got lost for not being updated..i'm jealous..thinking like..i should have joined u guys..if only i was there..huhu..but anyway life has to go on..i know i'll joined u guys later..hehe..since now i have big things that i need to settle..hehe...

guys..i just thot of some brilliant ideas..hehe..after watching sunao ni nurenakute (it's jaejoong japannese drama by the way)..well the stories is about some fellas who somehow met thru twitter..and after a meeting..they've become gud frens..as much as 6signs i suppose..tho their relationship r  much more complicated than us..huhu..but the point is..n my brilliant idea is..hehe..i just like it so much how they can update each other daily lives thru twitter (not to share big gosip like "pinangan" of course..haha) because..it so much easier since we no need of internet connection..just used ur lovely phone..hehe..(bb for erra n anum later i suppose..huhu..)..so what do u say guys..okay..let me explain how it works..twitter have this application of following ur fren n received update from them..then they have some application where we can use our fon to post the update without the need of internet connection..just like 'sms'ing ur fren..n furthermore..u can also received sms on ur frens update thru ur fon if u click at the fon button on ur fren profile..though u have many fren on ur list..u can choose which fren update u want to received..okay la..i think a bit complicated from the way i explain above..but the point is..once i post an update like "oh..what a bored day" (thru my fon using sms)..u guys will received an sms from twitter update "RM0 ichea_akira: oh what a bored day" n u will know my status..(u will b charged RM1 per week if i'm not mistaken..n not for every sms u received)..n if u would like to reply to my post..just click reply n put my name first with '@' sign..example "@ichea_akira huhu..i'm bored too"..just as simple as that..n everyone also will received the sms..for the privacy concern as i am sure sum of us would ask for that..twitter update will only known by the poeple who foollow us..u can put ur account as private so people wont follow u directly..need ur approval first..others can still read ur page..but not like fb..we just put our name as hibi..anum..n chill..n people wont know u..as long as we know each other..well..the point is..it's just a way of communication when u no need internet connection..u can post anywhere..whenever u feel like telling the world bout ur feeling..n all ur fren will know..unlike sms..which u need to send to everyone..n with sms..usually we will need to reply back..but this one..sumtimes it's not that we need reply from that updates..but just to let our frens know..n some may reply n some may not..just like our emel conversation now..but using emel..we need the internet..

haha..so long ald the story..i dunno u guys get what i'm saying or not..haha..anyway..i guess chill would..hibi?? tho u have twitter account..i'm not that confident to say that u know bout this..haha..do u still remember ur id n password..hehe..this is just a suggestion..huhu..(actually because i'm stuck here without internet connection..n everytime i read back emel conversation after a day or 2..felt like..y can't i joined this..urghhh..hehe..n after watching the drama since i have so much time n very bored..haha)..so guys..what do u think..hehe..it'll be fun..i would think so..

n before i forgot..1 more thing to let u guys know..chill once said to me (sorry chill for didn't ask ur permission first..hehe).."6signs=6signs biler sumer ader..kan?"..but guys..i would say.."6signs tetap 6signs bila n dimana jua kita berada"..n chill agree..hehe..thanx chill..u r the best..hibi anum n erra too..n s** (u guys..please give some name to s**..i dun want use *** anymore..hehe)..so guys..till the day comes for us to gather again..GAMBATE NE!!!!..

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

the new beginning...

salam n greetings..

this was written a few days back..but only have the chance to post here..huhu
" 101116 1736
Jerek, Gua Musang

about 1045 i start my journey..another turn that i take in order to continue the life..huhu..after about 4 hours..i've reach my granny's house..here in Jerek..not much people know bout this place i guess..coz..it's located far far deep..one of rural area of gua musang..huhu..and of coz..no electronic connection..but i like this place..so peace..so green..feeling so healthy..just being here..huhu..reach here around 1615..and now still waiting for my abah n mama..huhu..(panjang umur..they're here)..i've just known this place about 3 years back..after umi left us..n abah married our new mama..this is mama's kampung..2nd kampung..since actually they're all from pasir mas.."

today i'm in KB..bawak my granma jalan2 umah my aunties..huhu..jalan2 raya..so baru ader chance to get the internet..and post this..huhu..too bad the internet connection at my house too weak..huhu..anyway..talking bout new beginning..hmm..entah la..sumtimes rasa malas nak fikir..just let it be..life comes with choices..and decision u have to make..so like it or not..have to make decision..huhu..and me..hmm..i ald made one..and now..here i am..my journey to make best out of it..wish me luck guys..huhu

and to all my fren who i'd left behind but never forgotten..i wish u guys the best of luck to..huhu..thnaks for always be there..luv you..na^kya..*a*a..kuntum..anti kuntum..n bunga raya..whoever u r..huhu

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

Thank you Allah for the great friends i have...

salam n greeting..

 this is an emel conversation between a fren n me..feel like posting it here..(ald got the permission of coz..hehe)..guys..u know who u r..n i love u..will miss u too..=)

"f**, just nak cakap..pls keep in touch tau..update slalu apa2..ku x nak nnti rasa awkward bila lama x jumpa..mcm *** smlm, ku mcm blur giler nak borak apa **** *** smlm sbb rasa mcm x sama wavelength dh..(ditambah faktor lain jugak kot..hahaha)..

anyway, i'm not good with words..just wanna to say dat thanx 4 being one of my bestfriends through ups and downs, n accept me as who i am, and hope we'll be friends for lifetime.. :'-)

actually ku plan nak tulis mcm ala2 surat utk mu, countdown brapa hari b4 mu balik klantan..tapi x sempat..hahaha..so ini je yg trmampu..kalo ku ada blog, maybe ku wat special entry utk mu..hahaha..

ok, this one is the hardest part to write...
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gonna miss u...*blush*

hehe..ok..bye.. :)"

and this is my reply to her...

"my dearie ****..i like the part yang the hardest tu..haha..lek rr ****..nothing wrong for being manja ok..ngan ku la..haha..well..sayang nye mu tak sempat tulis surat tu..musti best kalu bleh baca..huhu..n if takder blog pun..mu leh jer anta msg..or wat post kat 6signs nyer grup kan...huhu..memang ku akan pastikan kita slalu keep in touch..n make sure tak jd awkward cam ***..huhu..or mu ader faktor lain yang mu tak suka ku gak..huhu..yang tu mu kena ckap tau..kalu tak ku tak tau..huhu..nanti tanpa ku tau ku wat mu sakit ati selalu..huhu..apepun ****..i'm really happy 4 this 2 years here that i have such a gud bunch of friends that always there..for me..ku rasa the time masa kita blaja dulu diff..coz that was time for us to really know each other..and to learn to accept each others gud n bad..then kita sumer separated..except 4 mu, d** n a***..huhu..but then biler ku dtg cni balik..that was diff..more valuable..coz we've known each other very well..n accept each other 4 who they r..so..we're always happy..no matter what..kan..n ku rasa best sgt coz i have friends like u guys..syukur sebab Allah temukan kita kat akasia..and we stay together till this day..i have to move on with my life..but that doesn't mean ku akan tinggalkan korang behind..huhu..6sign da jadi cam sumthing yang 'must think of'..'must be talk about'..for each day of my life..huhu..like a dose of happy vitamins that i have to take everyday..if not..hidup ku tak sempurna..huhu..so..i'll make sure i contact u guys..either 1 of u..sebab ku tau..aper2 brita korang pun tak bleh keep sendiri..akan citer kat the other gak kan..huhu..or at least..think bout u guys..and i'm sure..i'll smile thru out my day..huhu..sayang korang 4ever..n of coz will miss u guys like crazy too...huhu.."

they are all my sahabat that i can always count on..tq guys..for come in n be part of my life...

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

2 more days...

salam n greetings guys..

Today already 8th of Nov..hmm..my dear sis n beloved fren birthday..wishing them all the best in their life..all the best things that they could have..same goes to me of course..coz everytime u wish others..never forget to wish yourself the same..life is fair..huhu..n..2 more days..n i'll be free..haha..jobless to be exact..haha...n i love it..but too bad..i'll be incomeless too..haha..ruined the language..actually..nothing interesting to talk about..so just rambling..haha..apologize first..if this will ruined your sweet day..haha..but i'm just being me..if u love me..then bear with me..haha..last weekend..err the day before yesterday actually..hehe..having a nice housewarming partayy..at my best buddy's house..we cooked n make a messed..but thank you Allah..everything goes out well..though not much attendance as expected..but we're happy..right dear??...then to celebrate our success..we're having a nice karaoke session the next day..with the other 2 members..huhu..an outing with u guys always turn out good..and i'm happy as always..u guys are the greatest gift Allah ever give me..apart from my beloved family of coz..hehe..n i couldn't ask for more..i think i'm trully blessed..thank you guys..huhu..dunno how come suddenly become emotional..haha..as the guys of SuperJunior celebrate their 5th anniversary..we'll celebrate ours later..rite..but too bad..i will not be here no more..huhu..anyway..27122001 was the day..do you still remember..hehe..that was almost 9 years ago..and we're still standing..proud n happy..haha..neway..love u guys..as long as Allah let me..till end of my day i supposed..huhu..okeee~~~ enough of rambling..till we meet again..the bed are calling..so i'll meet u in my dream..tonite..okee~~gud nitez luv ♥ ♥ ♥

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

2 months to go...

salam n greetings guys..

today is 1st of November..and in 2 months..the next great year will come..whether u like it..whether welcomed or not..huhu..i guess..i never mind much..i've read somewhere though..people are saying..this will be the 2 months where you would think of your new resolution for next year..or for some people..it will be the 2 months for you to fulfill the resolution you made earlier this year..and for me..i guess i've forgot my resolution i've made..so..just being me..and i'll used this 2 months to get ready for my 'hijrah' (as my boss said)..huhu..and to all my friends..think carefully of what u have done..or should have done..and take this 2 months as opportunity for u to make the best of 2010..and i'll be with u forever..for u to share whether u've done it..successfully accomplished it..or even if u are not..i'll be here to listen to you..and u'll have my shoulder to cry on..till then..i'll be quietly waiting..huhu..good luck guys..and wish me luck too..since i really in need of that..really not in good mood..but the retarded boys of super junior really save my day..love u..n luv ur silliness...till we met again..sayonara..tell me goodbye!!!

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

the first n the 2nd..haha

salam n greetings..

as promise..here are my artworks..the  first and second baby..haha..sorry if these hurts ur eyes..i can't help it..haha..for me i would think it's okay..for the 1st n 2nd..haha..saper lagi nak puji kan..aper aper la..yang penting..i like it..haha..enjoy guys..lots of luvs n hugs..mmmuaahhhh..haha

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

new hobby???

salam n greetings guys..

ari ni went shopping..haha..n..sorry..shopping is not my new hobby..simpang malaikat 44..tak nak..aku..abis duit nanti..huhu..walaupun da byk duit abis ekceli..huhu..bukan2..hutang bertambah byk..ish3..well..guess what..the hobby is..err..i'm not so sure myself if this will become a hobby..but..i wish..i'm not that talented though..haha..but..i'm not showing people..or selling ..so who cares..haha..as per my adik told me..to keep my stress away..huhu..i guess it will be that..and guess what..my new hobby will be..PAINTING..haha..well..i dunno how..or when or why..but i just know i have some interest in there..huhu..no harm rite..so..this is the stuff that i bought earlier

...hehe..nice huh..hopefully something good will turn out..haha..and i'll post on my first one later..when i got one of course..haha..till then..enjoy guys..luv u all..

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

fantastic..??

salam n greetings..

 last week..a fren of mine told me that i have done something fantastic that all of my ofis mate admire me..haha..i wonder..what'ive done..scared a bit..but still confusing..it's all bout resignation issue..haha..ald become hot topic in ofis..i wonder why..then just now only i know..they were surprise..err..think it was cool for me to hand over my letter after after i'd being asked for taking so many EL..haha..this guys really surprise me..huhu..

well..for me..nothing matters anymore...i did that cause that the best thing i shouldd do since decision ald made..no need for them to think and try to solve my problem..since i've so many that i can't even handle myself..not such a big problem really..but it's just me..who being thinking too much..huhu..so..let's get working here for another month..actually about 3 weeks left..than i'll move..hijrah that i need..huhu..wish me all the best..cause i really in need for that..badly..i'm looking for something that i had lost..wish me luck..which also i badly need..

till then..happy working..happy living..will see u guys later..mmuahh..

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

fan..

salam n greetings guys..

semalam was..hmm..i dunno how to describe actually..and there's something bout the tittle up there..we went to a showcase (we=me,my best fren M n my dear sis).."JYJ New Album Showcase 2010 Live in Malaysia" at National Stadium..the ticket was bought few weeks back..then yesterday was the day..the day that we finally met them..our first love of k-pop scene..DBSK minus 2 which equal to JYJ (Jaejung, Yoochun, Junsu)..hmm..well..they are the 1st grup that we known of..thanks to my dear buddy that introduce me to them..and from then..i fall in love..their song are just great..nice..heart melting..haha..then they broke up..not sure bout the status now..but what we are sure of is..JYJ has form as new group.

.too bad actually..then ok lets move to what happen yesterday..we went there..of course..but..to tell u the truth..i'm not that excited for this showcase..not like the last time when we went for Super Show 2 by my dear Super Junior..huhu..this is the 2nd time i'm going for this kind of event..after the SS2 of course..i thought i will get excited once i'm in the stadium..but..unfortunately no..i'm not..dunno why..is it because we sat so far that we barely saw them..or is it because M was not there with me..since she bought the VIP ticket that totally worthless..( sorry M..but i know u felt that way too)..or is it because there were only 3 of them..or..actually i don't like them anymore..their performance was great..full of energy..but very little contact with the fans..feels like they were just filming some kind of show there..and we were just watching..nothing more or less than watching tv or videos..hmm..is it??..partly maybe..then it was too short..then there was this problem with the organiser..which i don't mind much but M badly affected..she's too frustrated..and i feel sorry for her..but still that's not the reason why i'm not being excited..huhu..then come to think bout that again..i guess..i'm just too rational that i forgot how fan supposed to react or feel when go to see their idol..huhu is it..but i'm totally excited when it comes to suju..so..i just come to the conclusion..i have left them behind for sometimes already..when they broke up..and i known suju..i'm kind of person who easily forget my feeling for someone..once they had left..or i left him..haha..(i just know long distance relationship won't work for me..haha)..so..the feeling has gone..gone with the wind..and..it was Dong Bang Shin Ki that i loved before..and though JYJ is part of it..it's just different..really wish that DBSK will come alive again..though..really hard to come true..

hmm..so basically that is the story..i enjoyed their performance..very energetic..i was shouting..with other fans..but..once they went backstage after the ending..feels like something is missing..went back with empty heart..just like the song that they perform before "Empty"..track no 3 i think in 'The Beginning" album..the feeling was very different from SS2..we went back with with smiles and angau overboard for almost a month..and now..cannot wait for the SS3..that schedule at 26 March 2011..before i forgot..JYJ announce that they also will be having a concert here in next June or July..i think i want to go..but..still need to rethink..i'll make my decision one the time come..huhu..no point of making decision now..huhu..

and..this is the best picture of the day..with jaejung look alike..hehe..basically he saved our day..our hero..luv u ..haha..till next time..chill out..=)

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

Finally...

salam n greetings..

wishing a nice day to all..soo..how's life has been going on?..me?..finally..finally last monday..i let them know..and somehow..i'm relieved..may be coz i've been holding on to it..something that somehow i think i hate..but still i need to do..life gives u choices..u may wish anything..but u won't get everything..and those things that we want..might not be the best things that He planned for us..for He know what is good for us..so..terima dengan redha..dengan hati terbuka..percaya atas ketentuanNya..kita just ibarat kapal layar..dengan layar terbaik..tapi tanpa angin..bakal hilang di tengah gelombang lautan jika tanpa Dia yang memberi arah tuju..hmm..falsampah di pagi yang hening..

that day also..got talked to my dear boss..she really want to know why did i made such decision..y i choose something that.. for her might be a waste..i think i'm not that good..but they somehow saw it..then we talked..and i came to a conclusion that i'm losing myself here..and i need to go back..to where i belong..and find back what i've left behind..years back..something..that i also dunno what...hmm..complicated as it may seem..yup..i'm confused myself..till i go back..n find that missing pieces..i will update for my progress..coz i oso dunno when or where will i find it..till then..TELL ME GOODBYE!! i'll bid sayonara..coz i dunno when will i return..with new me of coz..the complete me..not perfect though..

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

sick...

salam n greetings..

today..being 3 days off from office..why..coz i'm sick..mentally sick..sick of life..sick of what i've been doing..sick of just being me..huh..dunno..when i'm mentally down..this is what i am..i think i just can't help it anymore..giving troubles to people again..i guess..this is just the time for me to go..to let go of what i've been holding on to..until this day..but..it's not that easy..dunno what to think of..dunno how to feel..dunno what should i do..anyone..tell me..i need some guidance..  :'(

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...' (but i don't have that hope anymore...)

decision that i've made...

hi guys..salam n greetings..

this is nice picture of hyukie..hehe..just for sharing..nothing to do with decision i made..hehe..today went to shah alam..hmm..ask my junior to drive my car..since i don't feel like driving..huhu..n..so lucky me..on the way back..its raining..and the road is jammed..haha..so i slept at the back..while the two juniors bercerita ntah aper..hehe..so..hari ni actually not in gud mood..don't know why..maybe becoz of the decision that i've already made..well..the damage r done..no more turning back..huhu..i think u guys wonder what decision it is..huhu..well..i make up my mind..i'm going back to hometown..living with the family that i loved..i guess..i'm quite homesick here..though i never knew it myself..my place is at home..so i'll be back..hehe..goin to move on with my life..since i've made the decision..to do nothing but the best out of it..life gives us choices..thus we need to make decisions..whether we like it or not..n for me..i guessed i don't like it that much that it hurts me deep inside..huhu..

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

'Untuk Awak Teja Aulia'

hi..
petang ni just finish reading 'Untuk Awak Teja Aulia' - Syud (Jemari Seni Publishing)..

what i can say..the story r simple actually..but worth readin..for those who want some entertainment from reading..like me..i read to entertain myself..so..i like those simple stories with no much jiwang2..or sedih2..my life r hard n miserable enough..no need to add more sadness to it..haha..so..i wont read.or obviously buy those books yang when i read the back cover..the hero or heroin punya kehidupan memang sangat tragis..huhu..penuh dugaan..and malang yang bertimpa-timpa..sometimes sampai rasa cam tak terjangkau dek akal..but..i know..there r people out there yang cam tu..that's the reality..and reality do hurts sometimes..so that's why..i like stories that r simple..n make me laugh..no overdose jiwang..no overdose tragedi..literature??..well i do like it somehow..literature does work for me..but still prefer happy2 n simple stories..n 1 of it...is this story..fuhh..panjang btul dia punya intro..hehe

ok..back to teja aulia..y i buy this novel at 1st place becos dia punya storyline is interesting..n diff from what i've read or watch before..'selalunya...kalau lelaki dan perempuan mengaku sahabat baik, salah seorang mesti akan tergelincir' - terlebih suka' ..well..i totally agree..but usually yang slalu kita baca or tonton..those yang tergelincir is the girl..becoz the girl usually more sensitive than man..but the story is much different coz yang tergelincir is the guy..n i wonder how that happen..and what will happen next..so..buy it..and read it..though quite bored at first..but the ending is interesting..huhu..coincidence do happen..and i like the way syud end the story..actually i just like syud punya simple writing..tapi still bermakna..before this also read her novels..all of those published by jemari seni i think..start with 'Tentang Dhiya'..then 'Kebun Mimpi' (but this one tak ingat sangat..huhu..i got the novel..tapi tak ingat da baca belum..huhu..well..i like to buy first esp. during book fair..then simpan..n only baca bile lapang..unless that book memang yang ditunggu2..like those from hlovate..akan baca trus n habiskan trus..hehe).then 'pelangi'..and the last sebelum this one is 'Langit..Tetap Biru'..this one memang best..y..becoz watak2 cam sama with me n frens..so..biler baca can relate to reality..n tersenyum n tergelak sorang2..huhu..i like that..n one more thing..i think syud pun baca detektif conan..haha..something in common there..that's y i like it more..hehe

ok la..enough of membebel kat cni..continue some other time pulak..with another stories..when i can find time to read..n mungkin utk the rest that i ald read before..kan..ok..

selamat bersahur..moga esok lebih baik dari hari nni..salam n greetings
'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

Ramadhan 2010

salam n greetings..
hepi merdeka day..n of coz..hepi fasting too..

ald come to the last 10 days of puasa..well..not doing that good this year as well..hmm..life is just..living n going thru everyday....so long not coming here..dunno what actually i've been writing before..hmm..just suddenly remember..and feel like writing again..life so far was not that good..huh..just hate what i'm going thru..dunno..just hate me i guess..ok la..dunno what to write lagi..just want to write something..hehe..rambling bout things..neway..hepi fasting..hope doing better....i have to be +ve..n trust myself..yup..i can do it..been thru a lot..n nothing hold me back before..so y now i have to give up..rite..k..i believe i'm just ok

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'

welcome on board!!

salam n greetings..

my third blog..well..sebenarnya nak tutup yang lain2 tu..hakhak..focus on this one jer..so this will be my journey of life..the story..the drama..that i've been thru..huhu..so hari ni kita mulakan dengan 'bismillahirramanirrahim'..