fan..

salam n greetings guys..

semalam was..hmm..i dunno how to describe actually..and there's something bout the tittle up there..we went to a showcase (we=me,my best fren M n my dear sis).."JYJ New Album Showcase 2010 Live in Malaysia" at National Stadium..the ticket was bought few weeks back..then yesterday was the day..the day that we finally met them..our first love of k-pop scene..DBSK minus 2 which equal to JYJ (Jaejung, Yoochun, Junsu)..hmm..well..they are the 1st grup that we known of..thanks to my dear buddy that introduce me to them..and from then..i fall in love..their song are just great..nice..heart melting..haha..then they broke up..not sure bout the status now..but what we are sure of is..JYJ has form as new group.

.too bad actually..then ok lets move to what happen yesterday..we went there..of course..but..to tell u the truth..i'm not that excited for this showcase..not like the last time when we went for Super Show 2 by my dear Super Junior..huhu..this is the 2nd time i'm going for this kind of event..after the SS2 of course..i thought i will get excited once i'm in the stadium..but..unfortunately no..i'm not..dunno why..is it because we sat so far that we barely saw them..or is it because M was not there with me..since she bought the VIP ticket that totally worthless..( sorry M..but i know u felt that way too)..or is it because there were only 3 of them..or..actually i don't like them anymore..their performance was great..full of energy..but very little contact with the fans..feels like they were just filming some kind of show there..and we were just watching..nothing more or less than watching tv or videos..hmm..is it??..partly maybe..then it was too short..then there was this problem with the organiser..which i don't mind much but M badly affected..she's too frustrated..and i feel sorry for her..but still that's not the reason why i'm not being excited..huhu..then come to think bout that again..i guess..i'm just too rational that i forgot how fan supposed to react or feel when go to see their idol..huhu is it..but i'm totally excited when it comes to suju..so..i just come to the conclusion..i have left them behind for sometimes already..when they broke up..and i known suju..i'm kind of person who easily forget my feeling for someone..once they had left..or i left him..haha..(i just know long distance relationship won't work for me..haha)..so..the feeling has gone..gone with the wind..and..it was Dong Bang Shin Ki that i loved before..and though JYJ is part of it..it's just different..really wish that DBSK will come alive again..though..really hard to come true..

hmm..so basically that is the story..i enjoyed their performance..very energetic..i was shouting..with other fans..but..once they went backstage after the ending..feels like something is missing..went back with empty heart..just like the song that they perform before "Empty"..track no 3 i think in 'The Beginning" album..the feeling was very different from SS2..we went back with with smiles and angau overboard for almost a month..and now..cannot wait for the SS3..that schedule at 26 March 2011..before i forgot..JYJ announce that they also will be having a concert here in next June or July..i think i want to go..but..still need to rethink..i'll make my decision one the time come..huhu..no point of making decision now..huhu..

and..this is the best picture of the day..with jaejung look alike..hehe..basically he saved our day..our hero..luv u ..haha..till next time..chill out..=)

'walk on with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone...'